static

my mind is in a weird state of staticiness today. i have been at work since about 9:30 but i really can't say anything i've actually accomplished. on monday night i had a paper due and a final exam. then on tuesday morning i had 3 papers due. i didn't sleep for four days. and even though i did get some good sleep last night i am still not functioning properly.

it also doesn't help that my office (well my corner in eric's office) is all packed up just waiting for my new office furniture to get here. what should i be doing? oh, about a million things, but who's counting.

i haven't seen eric sitting down to work today either. we are both just wandering around the campus, back and forth between offices thinking about what kind of pictures to hang in the bathroom and how to arrange our new offices.

we are pretty sure that we are both the same meyers-briggs. interesting. that's probably why we both drive everyone else crazy. when people look at our office in disgust he just tells them that to us it's organized.

i hate feeling anxious all the time. i would say that i feel anxious about 40% of the time. and i can't figure out why. i can't make it go away. mylanta is my best friend.

i think it would really help if we didn't live so far away from the rest of our lives.

and i want to have a baby.

will i ever graduate?

Radio

There's a 'christian' radio station here in Miami that has this slogan, "Because you care what your kids are listening to"

Wow.

Are you kidding me?

As if parents who are not christians don't care?

As if all 'secular' music is satanic?

Oh my.

I hate those stupid distinctions. I listen to all the stations with music I like- christian, pop, hard core rock, 80's, classical- whatever.

I wish someone would just create a national radio station that just plays music that is good and pleasing to God. It doesn't have to be 'praise' music. It doesn't even have to say Jesus. Just good stuff.

Thought for the day:
So called 'secular' stations have the grace to play songs from christian bands. But you will never hear a 'secular' song played on a 'christian' station... well unless they are bashing it.

Warning!: Boob Post

I found that if I squish my boobs into a smaller sports bra that moves them more to the middle of my body I look skinnier.

I think I might invest in a few more.

Why is it that I have lost 10 pounds but not an ounce has come off my boobs?

As soon as I'm done having kids they are gone. I can't wait.

BOLO

Be On the Look Out

Mr. Ice Blue Rasberry Lemonade Kool-Aid Man has left my grocer's shelves.

If you find him please email me immediately so we may set up the exchange.

Reward: 6 Dozen Eggs

I miss him.

Find him.

Thesis

I am going to write a thesis for the honors college over the next few months.

any ideas? perhaps something you have always wanted to research but don't have time?

please post.

thank you.

thank you very much.

WildLIFE

on friday night i am having a lock-in for my WildLIFE group- 4th and 5th graders.

normally we only hang out once a month for a couple of hours on a sunday afternoon- we usually have about 10-15 kids.

friday night- there is a strong possibility we will have 40.

holy crap.

for real.

i think i might crap myself.

praise God that He is good.

and faithful.

and omniprescent.

because i am not.

grant is not.

pray that someone reliable and jesus-loving would answer our ad for volunteers.

we need more.

would you like to come?